Little miss make up
Welcome back. Im currently having another flare, so I said I would give ye a update.
I over did it last week and now I am paying for it. I like to keep my life as normal as I can with all my conditions. so when I am good I tend to over do it, i know i shouldnt but its hard not too.
Its now tuesday night and i have been in bed since sunday night.
I woke exhausted and aching everywhere monday morning. I was so weak I could barely sit up. I slept alot monday. I went to sleep at 11 monday night and didnt wake until after 2 tuedays. When I woke I felt like I hadnt gotten any sleep and I was in alot of pain. I got up to find my legs werent working and I could barely walk. I am using two crutches to try and walk. I am out of breath and even more exhausted by just getting to the bathroom. Now my house is small so its not far to the bathroom. When my body gets like this doing things like walking to the bathroom or getting dressed is a struggle and feels like a workout. most people take small things like this for granted, but for some of use simple daily tasks can be so difficult.
My pain killers arent helping much at all. I cant take anti-inflammatories due to my heart condtion. I am use to been in A lot of pain but it can get you down. I have been going well with my depression but nights like this when my pain is a lot higher and i cant do anything for myself, it does get me down. I wount ever give up fighting. I do worry what the future will hold, as I am getting older my conditions are getting worse and I am getting dignoised with more and more.
As for now I try to keep as positive as I can and be thankful for what I have.
Until next time,
Lots of love,
Little miss make up xox.