Little miss make up
Hello my lovelies,
So as you requested I am doing my future disability worries.
As I get older my conditions get worse. My main fear is how my body will handle pregnancy. I can't wait to be a mother and I'm not scared of been a mother I'm scared of how my body will cope during pregnancy and after.
During pregnancy you become more flexible, this is preparing you for the birth, but my body is already to flexible. That said during pregnancy I would be more a risk for dislocations. Possible dislocate my hips during the birth, that's if I'm even able to have a normal birth. More than likely I will need a c-section. Due to my heart condition the labour and birth could be too much for my heart to handle. Then I worry about the c section because my skin is so stretchy I struggle with stitches. They pull threw my skin . I also have very slow healing. Due to my very low blood pressure the loss of blood wouldn't be good for me.
During the the pregnancy I would like to be off my medication but I know that isn't possible and because of this I fear for the health of the baby. Then we have after the baby is born. I suffer with chronic fatigue and with sleeping a lot and struggling to wake I'm terrified I wouldn't hear the baby. I'm also terrified of falling or dislocating while carrying the baby.
My biggest fear is there is a 50% chance the baby could inherit one to all of my conditions. I wouldn't wish my conditions on anyone and if I gave birth to a gorgeous baby I would be heart broken if they had my conditions. I inherited them for my parents, they didn't know they carried the gene. They have very mild forms of my conditions. Dad has the dislocations and stretchy skin. Mom has they allergies and stomach issues. My brother also has parts of it.
I also fear of how bad I will get as I am getting worse with age. There is a high percentage that I will be in a wheelchair when I'm older. As my heart gets worse I am high risk for heart attack which scares the hell out of me. I try to take each day as it comes but I wanted to share with you my fears because it is hard not to fear of these things. The baby fear is my main fear.
Anyways thanks for reading,
hope ye enjoyed this piece,
plots of love,
Little miss make up xox.