Little miss make up
I havent wrote and illness blog in a while so today I am going to tell you how I have been.
I havent been great with two days. As always I over did it and my little body isnt able. Yesterday I couldnt even move. I am in so much pain with two days and my muscles are so weak. Yesterday I could sit up but today I can. I am resting as my body is exhausted. The cold weather is making a big difference in me. The colder it is the worse I get. My whole body is utter agony. I am eating painkillers and they arent doing much. Im so weak I could barely peel an orange last night.
My brother had to pull me up of the couch as I could lift myself up. Im not too bad once im on my feet its just getting up I cant seem to. I am so tired but yet im not getting a proper sleep as the pain keeps waking me. I keep watching the time for when I can take more of my medication. This time of year is very hard for me but rest doesnt help. I never know how long I have to rest for sometimes a day or tow will do other times it can be a week or two or longer.
It is so hard to explain the feeling in my body, the pain, the weakness. Every move hurts and even when I dont move it hurts. To make it worse I suffer with cysts in my boobs and they are back so thats added pain to my body.
I was in town on friday and my heart decided to act up. I was in a shop and suddenly I started to over heat. I had to get out and I got a sports drink and came around again. I was lucky I didnt have a full episode as I was in the shopping centre in town. I had my mam with me so I wasnt alone.
I was starting to get bad pain wise that day I couldnt even carry a light bag as my muscles felt like I had been in the gym alday. I knew I was getting bad then I woke on saturday and couldnt move.
It is so hard having ever inch of your body in utter agony but I just keep telling my self just rest and it will pass. I know I am always in pain usually a 3-5 on a scale from 1-10 but now im going from a 7-9. I wouldnt say 10 as 10 is when I dislocate or sublux or when my bowel goes into a spasm. All are daily occurances though.
Thats all for now its time for more medication.
Thanks so much for reading and I hope you all are well.
lots of love,
Little miss make up xox.